Ok so I'm seeing HIM...erm technically 2day woop! Im goin 2 Manchester Apollo *I likes it there so yay* and Im goin with Jam and his m8 charlie and she got me a ticket! Yay!! 4 sum reason im not like maaajorly xcited even tho they b my faveritist band and i loves em and stuffs. Iv been up and dwn l8ly and it felt like I wasnt gonna get 2 go so i dnt think im believin it really... Maybe thats y im writing it here cos that makes it more real But yeah I SHOULD be asleep now but I aint (obv) Its 2:30am and I gotta b up @ 11am (Trust me, 4 me that b early in the hols) **Altho If It was jsut me and Jam wed b there by that time lol but Charlie has work grr but its either get there later or not go @ all - i choose cope with it** Means we rnt gonna b @ the front tho Jams claustrophobic *Yay big word...wonder if its spelt rite** so we cudnt barge thru cos thatd b mean on him, so unless we sumhow miraculously get 2 the front rite away ... its @ the bk we're gonna stay which sux cos im tiny and wnt b able 2 c anything but meeh.

I shall write up the gig probs in 24 Hours lol woah that makes it sound like a long way off. But ill probs be shattered and sweaty and dead. (I hope so or else it means its been a shit gig lol) Lets hope I get in2 it more 2moz. I love HIM and cant not b happy or its gonna suk ass and Im gonna b a pain 2 b with. OOO batterys dying maybe i shud take a hint and sleep... EEEP!!

oooo wonder if camera wud hav any effect 2moz... I NEED 2 sort sumfin out there just in case sumfin amazing happens

Oyasumi xXx